There's nothing wrong with you

 While I do know most of you who googled sissy are waiting for some yummy porn or something, that won't be my focus... Not for the most part, at least.  This blog means to be a place where you can just like being a girl.

Now, most of you GenZ's won't remember her, but google isobelle nichole on your next porn search. She was the first pornmaker I ever seen that wasn't worried just about the getting off part, she had a real piece of drama in her captions. Something that really spoke to me. 

Now it wasn't about how humane her characters were, or just the fact that I just found transformation SO appealing. It was the metal. She was such a metalhead! 

She was living proof I could wish all the girly things without leaving all that I thought was my identity behind... But I still wound up fighting my feminity for a good while. 1 wasn't even 20 when she stopped posting and I never knew what happened to her... I just hope she got to get her GRS and  I hope she's happy. But that isn't the point.

As I child, I thought about being a girl. Over 10 years ago, I found some kind of trans porn that told me there was nothing wrong about it... But I still had over 18 years of people telling me I should man-up.

Let me tell you something, all the right turns in my life were 100% the oposite of the manly ones.

Psychology, gastronomy, creative writing... Forsaking religion.

The internal fighting against your sissyhood is not a battle you can win. You wouldn't be into it if you were not into it. Sometimes we gotta accept the life that was chosen for us just won't fit.  But just because you are a sissy, it does not mean you can't be more than that.

I am a musician, A metalhead. A great cook. A martial artist. I am a writer, a fighter... I am not a lover, but that is because I'm very shut in... 

You can be much more than what sissy porn tells you, just as a guy can be a mean lean sex machine and a great doctor. Just like a girl can be a sex-positive cocksucker and a CEO. As any human, you are capable of a great many things. 

There's nothing wrong with being a non-cis sex-crazed girl, even if it's just on occasion. But there's a great many things wrong with fighting your true nature... Starting with the wasted energy.